30-Day Abundance Mindset Challenge

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I got guns in my head and they won’t go…

Restless thoughts abound during my waking hours.

I fall back onto patterns and behaviors that I don’t really like – binge eating, binge watching tv, hibernating inside…isolating myself from the world.

In spite of my training regarding the mind, mindset work, mindset shifts…and in spite of my work as a coach the past couple years…the guns in my head are rattling endlessly. And I’m caught up in these thoughts and I actually believe they are true. “No one loves me. No one cares. No one is reaching out. I have no friends.”

I got guns in my head and they won’t go…

These guns are dangerous.  I could spend a lifetime of money and therapy to explore the psychological, emotional, and spiritual depths that had led me to this moment of paralysis around these guns in my head. But a moment of clarity comes, and I’m able to pull myself out of this mindset and experience a shift and an epiphany.

These guns are a symptom of Scarcity mindset and Scarcity culture.  This epiphany leads me to create a personal 30-Day Abundance Mindset Challenge for myself – which via serendipity corresponds with another 30-Day Challenge led by Matthew Hussey, a British writer, life coach, Youtube personality, and relationship advice podcaster.

As I embark on the challenge, three days in, I am overwhelmed by the Abundant Goodwill and Abundant Life energy that is affirming and validating.  I’m hoping this time around, I can release the guns and leave the scarcity mindset behind forever….

And I don’t want a never-ending life
I just want to be alive
While I’m here
And I don’t want to see another night
Lost inside of lonely life
While I’m here

Thank you Strumbellas for “Spirits”!!

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